I received this the other day. "Our God, the God of love, does not want a broken and divided self. God created us for fullness of life. God created each of us to be a free son or daughter, that son or daughter who in our deepest being each of us longs to be, to become. And we all know in our heart of hearts (even if we are unwilling to admit it) that this healing of our divisions, this search for wholeness, must be an ongoing process. There is no once and for all moment when we can say that at last we are whole, the past is buried and over, the hurts forgotten, the wounds healed. Instead we find that it is to be a search that we must expect to continue throughout our lives". from Esther deWaal's Living with Contradiction
The search continues.